Today I am 47 years old and that one "Bites the Big Green Weenie, folks!" If I might
be so bold!
Lord only knows..... How sorry I am for not giving you the updates you've become so
accostomed to getting (at least one a month!) !!!! Butt.... 
have been trying to hold down a job and trying like heck to get use to a new keyboard...
Well, I am done with my excuses. When I start getting E-Mail asking me if I'm OK, I
feel lower than a dadgum tadpole trying to be a frog/toad before its time! I am
worthless! I am the scum of the earth! I am a complete idiot (at least that's how I feel
trying to come up with ridiculous ananlogies!) for how bad I feel for not keeping y'all
up to date on my less-than-interesting life. (Please note the 'dots') Yick!
Oh! Yes! I have been working... I guess that's what they call going someplace and
getting paid for doing stuff and then coming home - too pooped to pop! Or is that too
popped to poop? :) I have an... ummm... interesting job I suppose... I am
Administrative Assistant for a Water and Wastewater Manufacturers' Representative,
that is family-owned locally! Been there 6 months this week - should explain a little
about why I haven't updated anything in 6 months! Learned a few new technical terms like
- "dried sludge cakes" (These people are NOT invited to any party where there is cake,
I must say!:) and um... "effluent" which doesn't sound too bad until you read what
Webster has to say about that one! Oh, and um... lots of unusual stuff that pertains to
things like Ultraviolet Disinfection and Odor Control and Scum Skimmers... Y'know -
little stuff like
that! Never much thought about what happens to the ol' poop goes when you send it down
the ol' poop chute! :) No one should have to think about that - fer shure!
Tiz difficult to concentrate on GD updates when you have effluent and influent
on the brain! A-Yuck-O!!!!! Dunno what they mean?? Look em' up! To repeat -
A-Yuck-O!!!!!
Anyhoo... Been working and hanging around doing not much. It is nice to have a few
bucks to spend on tangibles like food and stuff. But that's been about it since January.
Just hanging in there and hoping for the same dang miracle I've been waiting for -
for years - Tons-O-Money From Heaven! :) Not gonna happen, but since when don't
I have the right to wish - and for the impossible if I so may choose :) I live in
America and am fully free to waste my time on nonsense if I wanna - Tho there!
Had a bout of what I honestly believe to be a batch of bad Synthroid a few months
ago. Went through a hell of a time. My system crashed. Had a bad bout with what I am
certain was some bad Synthroid in February. Got a new prescription filled and within
3 weeks could hardly get out of bed. My skin started getting thick. Spent one weekend
in bed because I could hardly see. My eyes turned bright red and watered like hell.
etc. etc. Called the pharmacy and they would not give me the lot number and were
totally useless. The only thing they offered was for me to call the doctor and get a
blood test! What the hell good would that have done, eh? It would have shown my levels
were low and they would have adjusted the Synthroid which is not what I necessarily
would have needed.
I wanted to get a new refill, but since they couldn't tell me if it would be from the
same lot, that would have done no good either. Tried to change pharmacies, but couldn't
do that either. You can't just transfer prescriptions in NY. You have to get a new
prescription anymore. So, I had no choice but to take care of it my way.
Started taking an older prescription I had at .175 for a week and a half just to get
off that bottle of bad pills. Then got a new refill of .15. Even when I asked about
that lot number they couldn't tell me. All they would say was that it probably wasn't
the same lot because they've sold a lot of pills since my last refill.
Anyway, it had to have been the pills because within a few days of getting off the
bad ones I started feeling better. And I've been back on .15 5 months now and
am able to function as before. If I hadn't I would have gone to see my Dr. Dipwit, but
I simply refused to pay out big bucks for someone to screw up and probably make it
worse. It is complete frustration I tell you! No one in this area seems to give a
damn! That's why I've been reluctant to try anything new. At least the stuff I'm now
allows me to function. One good thing has come out of this though - since I "crashed
and come back" I have been able to sleep regular type hours! Anyway, enough of that
just thought you'd find that interesting.
Anyhoo... I'm going to close for now before I become too down to continue. I do indeed
appreciate all the E-Mail I keep getting - despite the fact that I have been VERY
neglectful of keeping updates current! If I don't answer your E-Mail it is just
because, "How can I try to help you when I can't even seem to help myself!"
Anywayz - I hope I will be better to keep you updated about mah "boring" life better
than I have been of late... FOR THE LAST 6 MONTHS! Anyway - will try te be better!
Sho - Til next time! Sue --{--{@
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